Why couldn’t you just find one?
Life gets tuff for everyone at some stage, but complaining about them never fixes anything. As my father has always said to me “You got to roll with the punches, never let it kick you while your down!”. Words of wisdom I’ve never fully recognised till recently. You’re problems are your own and not for others to be burdened with. Don’t get me wrong, talking about them is fine, helps you work through them but as soon as you give up trying to fix them and move on, shows little character in a person! Sort your shit out, it can be hard and tiresome but you’ll become a stronger person for it.
I found a spider in my bed last night and went to get something to kill it with, then spent the next two hours of my life searching through my sheets until I found it crawling on my foot. Holy cock balls I hate spiders!